Chapter 2 - The Visitor in Sunglasses

Six days after the funeral, my mother finally visited.
She walked uninvited into my house wearing oversized designer sunglasses and carrying a cheap, plastic-wrapped bouquet of supermarket flowers.
She didn't take off her sunglasses. She walked into the living room, glanced around with a critical eye, and sighed.
“You look terrible, Claire,” she announced, tossing the flowers onto the coffee table. “You really need to brush your hair. Sitting around in the dark isn't going to bring them back.”
I sat on the sofa, my hands resting flat on my knees, staring at her with eyes that felt like chipped glass.
“You missed the funeral, Mom,” I said, my voice dangerously quiet.
My mother waved a dismissive hand in the air, walking over to inspect a framed photograph of Emma and Noah on the mantelpiece.
“Oh, stop dwelling on that,” she continued smoothly. “We didn't know what to do! Vanessa had reservations for forty people. Guests had traveled from out of town. The restaurant deposit was entirely nonrefundable. You expect us to throw away thousands of dollars just because... well, because things happened?”
“My children were in coffins,” I said, each word spaced out like a falling stone.
“Don’t be so dramatic,” my mother snapped, finally turning to face me. “You’ve always been like this—so melodramatic, always needing to be the center of attention. Vanessa was depressed for three days because you ruined her birthday mood with all your calls. Honestly, Claire, the world doesn't revolve around you.”
She checked her diamond-studded wristwatch.
“Anyway, I can’t stay long. Vanessa wants me to go with her to pick out matching outfits for her weekend spa trip. Try to eat something, will you? You’re making yourself look pathetic.”
She turned on her heel and walked out the front door, leaving it slightly ajar.
When the latch clicked shut, the silence of the house settled over me like a heavy blanket. My family had always treated me as the practical daughter. Vanessa was beautiful, emotional, expensive, fragile. I was the one who worked, fixed problems, loaned money, covered emergencies, and stayed in the background.
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They believed grief would make me weak.
They were catastrophically wrong.